Flying

After more contemplation about my future, I decided to make a move. I did some research and decided that my best bet to make the most money was to become an engineer. However, as everyone knows, I have done nothing in school except skate by. So I decided to attempt to intern for an engineer and then try and skate by and get all the experience I need without a degree in engineering. During this process I realized how successful I can be when I actually try. I got an interview set up with an engineer but with one problem- his office is all the way on the other side of the country. Of course my city does not have an airport and the closest airport is three hours away and all their flights are booked. Sadly money is not the problem since my parents will most definitely pay for it the minute I ask. I have reached a roadblock since I can't fly out there to do this damn interview. As soon as I start working on my future I get stopped by a stupid reason- not being able to fly. After that I just got super pissed and decided to go to a concert and get super drunk. Maybe there I would find some sort of a future- well a distraction at least. When I went The Floyd concert, drama broke out and some band member named Pink got stabbed. In that moment, even through my drunken state, seeing that got to me. I realized you truly never know when you are going to die. I really need to get my ducks in a row and figure out my future before I end up always getting drunk and dying without having accomplished anything- but I still can't fly.